My parents, older brother, male relatives and close friends have been envious of me ever since i've tried to improve myself.

Before college i was scrawny, pushover etc. After finding trp in college, I have been improving myself.. my physique, skills, social life, confidence has grown immensity. I expected resistance from those i've known my whole life and expected usual shit tests to see whether i'm a changed man or someone they've known for life. I tried my best to pass those shit tests from all these people, but no success.

My parents constantly try to put me down. My dad mocks my ripped physique and says i'm only lifting and keeping fit because i'm insecure wtf. My mom urges me to settle down, get married and to stop doing much physical activity because i look intimidating. My cousins mock me at social gatherings and tell me to shave my beard because "i'm acting tough". One time this summer at a family/friend gathering my older brother came up to me spat at my feet because female friend of his was checking out my biceps as she keeps fit and goes gym too (i got her digits and was getting ready to fuck later at hers. I told him to chill and asked him whats wrong). He said it was an accident and he didn't see me...but he looked me in the eye before he spat WTF. I knew it was intentional.

My older brother and close friends constantly talk shit behind my back and always try to cock block me when women at social gatherings flock to me. After a while a tried talking to my brother and friend if they got a problem. They said no problem and they;re just fucking around...but i know when my bros are fucking around and not actually being serious.

Also found out from the female friend that my older bro texted her to stay away from me later that night. I'm sad and disgusted that my family, relatives and close friends would do this.

I'm going back to college soon after the summer vacation and i'm thinking just to cut them of and move on.