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https://old.reddit.com/r/asktrp/comments/911e3p/should_i_continue_with_my_revenge_on_my_exgf/?st=jl1qgky4&sh=8a7a3360

Not even sure if I should be writing this as it was not well received last time, but I did take some time to consider the replies I had gotten and came to the conclusion that I can't help but pursue my revenge, I think I'm very vengeful by nature.

So in the past month or so I got involved with a 22 year old and she's become my girlfriend. She's 5 years younger than me, which is nice, while my ex is 31. I had forgotten what that's like, it's nice. The smell. There's something about how young females smell like, it's different, hard to explain. She doesn't even use perfume and as far as I remember shampoo can't smell this nice, at least I don't remember it smelling this nice in the last few years.

The freshness of the relationship feels really nice, untainted, she will do doggy gladly while my ex dislikes it. She's also a nice girl as far as I can tell, awalt of course.

I need to pretend to be busy on some days to be able to not see the gf and "maintain" the ex though. Some days I'll just say I'm busy and can't meet, others I will stay with the ex but get away for a few hours and meet the gf: "having a beer with some friends".

My favorite moment so far has been when I had sex with the gf on a friday afternoon, I got her on birth control btw so it's raw, and went on to meet the ex in the evening, who I fucked with the gf's pussy juice still on me. It felt very satisfying.

I guess time will tell whether if I will be able to keep this up or if I will tire of it. I am very determined to keep it going though. Sometimes when I feel like this is too much, I try to remember how much she humiliated me and hatred fills me with purpose again.