At my job that i’ve been working for few years, there is a woman here just turned 40, been with same guy for 20 years and married for 15 years. the guys here at work treat her like unicorn, even the married guys treat her like so. Yeah for sure she is 7/10 for her age, little above average. fit, funny, always happy and smiling. Also open to sexual jokes, she gives off that ,,slutty” vibe you know what i mean?

Anyway to the point, Ever since being here mostly reading, I’ve come to the fact that ever since she started here working (2 years ago or so maybe little longer) I always had this oneitis for her, i wanted to fuck her, kiss her, touch her, but never did so and frankly i shouldn’t because don’t shit where you eat but talking to her made me studder, blush, sweat i got nervous around her.

Slowly digesting the pill has changed a lot of things, I saw that she isn’t more special then the other women, Now today i can say that she is obviously flirting with me a lot, i joke around with her too but never beyond that, I was walking from the toilet and the women and men toilets are next to each other and there is a hallway that you have to walk, She was walking towards me when

she said hey your zipper is down, i looked down and said then zip it up for me she laughed and went down on one knee and grabbed the zipper which is actually broken (no handle to grab) and zipped up for me, I just hugged her and said thanks then kept on walking. This may not sound like much but a married women wouldn’t and shouldn’t do this to a guy who isn’t her boyfriend/husband. 10 minutes later i got message from her saying haha i didn’t expect you to say this which i responds to you liked it

Moral of the story is i feel a lot more at peace around hot women, I don’t treat them different then ugly women, I’m more confident in myself and what i say, I don’t care if women label me as mysogynist, it happened at first slowly as my behavior changed, Trying to pull me back to old Beta me.