Never really had a childhood. Parents forced me to work for their business for no pay, while other kids were doing fun things like hanging out, having sex etc. I had to do bullshit manual labor from when I was like 10 throughout a lot of my teens. Was always broke never had any money or any way to get around. My teeth were fucked up and crooked/rotting so confidence took a plummet, my teeth are still fucked up. Moved out some years ago and just bin grinding since then just barely getting by, I'm 21 virgin and been depressed for so long after a wasted youth. I might be getting a sorta big influx of cash soon and will finally be able to get my crooked/rotting teeth fixed. Face wise I'm very good looking so it's really my extremely fucked up teeth holding my back and my depression.
But even if I do get that shit fixed I'll still have missed out on all those teenage years, never had any of those fun experiences and it fucking kills me. Even if I do get my teeth fixed and start fucking and having some relationships I would be starting at 21/22 that is kind of depressing for me. What do I do even when I get with a girl and the past comes up, I literally did nothing in my past except get abused by my parents, live a shitty poor lifestyle and be depressed. I guess I don't mind telling a girl this cause I am more of an outcast then a loser and it will help her understand why I have no friends and don't talk to my family. Still so depressed though from missing out on childhood and young experiences even whenever I try to work I always think of this shit and being a virgin at 21 and never having a relationship, it completely destroys my ability to work and I end up not being able to think about work cause this is all I think about. How can I get over a stolen youth?