My small talk is absolute shit. It's like I've got no idea what to say. Trying to practice but I feel like an autist. I'm ripped af, good looking, high SMV all round, but damn my sociability is fucked.

Currently gaming a HB9 in my school that I'm gonna try hook up with over the weekend and when we're alone my mind draws a fucking blank.

Same with just talking to other guys, I haven't a fucking clue what to do and nothing feels natural, I'm stuck in my head and thinking about what to say all the time.

I need help, I wanna be able to chat endlessly like I'm drunk without thinking about it. Any information is a huge help and be direct, thanks.