Long story short, I recently fell victim to an AWALT incident which left me kinda scarred, not gonna hide it. I've been reading TRP and other blogs about it since, but some pieces still don't fit, that's why I'm here, I would like a piece of advice/experience you can give me.

I won't dive into too much details, but I always knew that women are somewhat dishonest and cheat when it's convenient. Having said that I never expected this kinda behavior from EVERY girl.

3 years ago I found a angel-like girl, who was in so much love with me it made me crazy, even for a girl it was a bit too much. She was always obedient, did every single thing I asked of her, went to such lengths for me I was fuckin' speechless. She also never talked to any other guys (on social media anyway), I had all of her passwords, I could never catch her in a lie, even when I tried, because she simply didn't lie (at that time).

If it had been a normal relationship I would have not been surprised, but she sacrificed much more for me than I did for her. She even left her family when they told her I wasn't the right type for her. She pulled crazy shit like this all the time, for my case, cried her fucking eyes out every time we fought, one time I said I would ditch her if something like that happened again and she nearly killed herself worrying and begging.

Shortly, she was this caring, kind, loyal, czary-in-love type of girl that could think somewhat logically, I never thought she would cheat on me and then leave me.

Maybe this has to do something with her being inexperienced in life, I don't know. I started dating her when she was 19 (I was 22), she went to college, I knew girls turn into sluts when they start a new chapter of their lives, I watched her carefully but nothing happened.

But a week ago she came over, fucked me, left and then texted me that she'd been dating another guy for 2 months and wanted to break up because she knew I would never forgive it, she also lied about everything but being the smart-ass that I am I found out that she's been having a pretty serious relationship with this guy and they were kinda together. Now this bitch said "I wanna protect you from myself" and shit like this, which I, of course, don't buy.

When she told me about this, I was pretty mad but didn't show any of it, I called her to talk rationally (like you can ration with a female, LOL), she fucking killed herself crying about how she was wrong and if I were to forgive her she would forever be in love with me. Oh, she also said it wasn't serious, that she chose me and she would kill herself because she would not be able to live without me.

2 days pass, I find out from my female friend that she's with this guy at McDonalds. All of that crying and killing herself was a lie, I get that, but what gets me mad is how can a girl change this drastically, I still cannot fucking believe it.

I had problems in later months, she was always supportive but now I see signs that she didn't give a shit and was waiting for the right moment to leave me. Really?! - leave me for a guy after the crazy sacrifices she made for this relationship, really?!

I'm still bitter, I still cannot believe that such a loving girl can turn into such a bitch just because she met someone more "alpha"? We had a future together, I helped her fix her problems with her family n shit, I even got her a better job in the near future (and lots of other things as well), basically, she would have had a good comfortable life (which she always wanted because she was often bullied in her family) if she stayed but she chose alpha asshole over that shit. More than that, she always seemed to resent alpha type guys, never even had a friend like that.

How am I supposed to not resent women after this? Don't get me wrong, I've had other girls, but this one was, at least I thought at least that was special. The realization that a girl can choose lust over every fucking thing is pretty disappointing.

I don't wanna turn into a woman hater and spit in her face when I see her somewhere, I'm trying, but it fucking sucks, is there no hope for a commitment type of relationship with a girl?

AWALT or NAWALT?!

Help a brother out...