Today I took the day off and just vegged out alone. It has been 3-4 months since I really just had a day off. I don't really want a day off ever again.

I've been thinking about all the women I have been with just in the last couple weeks and how I still do not feel satisfied. Just a year ago I was so incredibly unhappy, stuck in a shit LTR, treated like a beta by all, weak, etc... I have come far but also I am not satisfied.

I want to become stronger faster, richer faster, better faster. I could sleep with thousands of women if I just keep doing what I did this month but what I really want is to be better than I was yesterday. And I am barely if at all better than I was 1 month ago.

Sleeping with women/many women isn't important. Being a great man is what is important.