im accepting that i do need to do some changes in my life, that is up to me, that the crap that happens to me its because im asking for it.

What am i talking about? Only the not so pretty women (4/6) showing interest, people "taking advantage" of me, feeling that im getting nowhere in life, that im worthless unless someone approves me.

Its not because im a victim of the universe that shit happens, it is because im not being bold enough, its because ive always been a nice guy with no boundaries and you know what? Not anymore. No more consolation prizes, no more orbiting, no more neglecting my body and interests or doing only what i think will be approved by others. No more bitching or making up excuses.

Im a man and i command this fucking boat as i want.

Im feeling released, im sleeping better now that i now the changes i must perform, now that i started to listen to myself. I have found a ton of energy and resolution. Im also scared as fuck.

Is this a phase?? This is uncharted territory for me.

Any advice from anyone that had this happened????