To make it short, I went through the anger phase and the depression phase (took me 20 months but I did it). I am now at the point where I begin working out, eating healthier, quiting video games and more generally the useless BS that were bringing me down. I even have girls checking me out, which didn't happen in a looong time.

Anyway. I had a talk with a girl in college today, it went like this

Her : "Hey Redasshole! :)"

Me : "hi"

Her : "So how are you?!:p"

Me, emotionless: "good and you"

Her : "How was the summer?"

Me : "Good"

Her : "Where did you come back?"

Me : "september the 14"

You get the point. She began to tell me informations about her own summer and I could not give a single fuck. I used to be the über blue pill guy who would consider everyone else more important than him but now it seems I've made a complete 180°: I simply do not give a fuck about other people. I have no problem with that. However, it impacts negatively my social life and my social interactions: since I don't care about people, it's harder for me to talk to people, which is a huge disadvantage.

How do you manage that kind of situation? Do you fake being interested in people or is it possible to be genuinely interested by people again without doing it the blue pill way.

I am not interested in those people, but I am interested in getting back those light-hearted, joyful and full of emotion interactions that I used to have everyday.

Also, I do not feel any emotion anymore which makes it really hard to relate to people. I went through those 20 months in full monk mode. The anger phase, the depression made those months lonely. At the moment, I don't have anymore friends and I'm used to speaking once or twice per month maximum. Since, I bathed in the hate during most of those months, that may also be one of the reasons why I am not interested in talking to (mostly) girls: I see only the bad things. Anyway, I'm going to force myself to talk to them again and I'm sure I will discover and appreciate the positive aspects of women.

EDIT: "issue" solved, thank you!