Hey everyone. I'm 26 and I've pretty recently discovered/accepted myself sexually. So now that I've started to pursue my true desires, I feel like I could benefit from the red pill, and am hoping some of the folks here can give me some useful advice. My reasons for turning to the red pill are a bit complicated, so forgive me if it gets a bit long, but here it goes.
I'm male, and while I'm attracted to the same sex, I utterly can't stand most of the gay stereotypes. I consider myself regular guy, and can't stand the feminine, flamboyant, or rainbow-covered things that most people associate with gay guys. I'm just a chill dude that's down to take a cock here and there.
Now I will admit, I'm not an alpha male by any means, nor do I want to be. I'm a total bottom, and while I wouldn't describe myself as submissive, I enjoy feeling dominated, if that makes any sense. While you may be thinking that makes me a terrible candidate for the red pill, the fact is that it's all rather selfishly motivated. I don't have any desire to serve or please others, I'm into these things because it gets me off like nothing else. I guess I want to take advantage of the fact that I enjoy giving other guys pleasure in that way.
Haven't been having much luck with the guys lately, so hopefully some red pill wisdom can help with that. I'm not really sure what the problem is. Things always seem to go well, but then the other guys flake or disappear on me. Would appreciate any tips anyone can offer. Feel free to ask if you have any questions or anything. Looking forward to being a part of this sub!