It seems that the solution that gets thrown around here on this sub is to just "become the more masculine top" but I feel like that energy exists nowhere inside of me. I'm not feminine exactly but acting masc just feels so forced and alien like. Physically it doesn't suit me either considering I have a short tiny body. I'm just waiting for the day I hit the wall, age 30, "gay death". If I could I'd be a twink forever.