I can imagine a few answers like "what do you mind?", "Don't you have to focus on yourself" "better things to do" etc.

But I am angry a lot at the moment.

My main plate started an amazon wishlist and put it on her instagram. And you can't believe it... people buy her stuff up to 200$. She sometimes takes photos with the stuff and puts them online and they go completely nuts and praise her there.

I mean. Good for her. Good for me, that I am the one doing the fucking... but... I feel so much rage inside me, that the world is like this.

I lift, I read books about self esteem build up, I learn new crafts and look and plan forward to travel through southern asia with a good friend in about a month. So I got better stuff to do... but still I think about it, when making a tea or something and the rage is right back on.

How do you get along with this? I tried to meditate but without a good result.

Honestly, bragging here is a little like a steam valve... but I can't come around with every feeling and post it here.

Anyone had the same situation or mindset? What thoughts helped you out of it?

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And big thanks, that this community exists. I'm really grateful for it...

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edit: THANKS for all your answers. I read them and it took around 4 hours, then all the anger was just gone.
I still have some head shaking to do, that TRP is so real... but getting closer to accepting it.

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