RPW POST
I am 29, husband is 30, married 4 years. I’ve perused the sub quite a bit- I was really into an RPW marriage but have fallen off over the years. Our marriage really was the best when I went all in though. I’m trying to get back to it.
Our 13mo sleeps in bed with us, and it greatly affects our sex life. My husband is very task oriented so trying to pull him away if I get baby to sleep/play in his crib in another room doesn’t work, laying baby on my side of the bed and getting it in on on his side doesn’t work. He just can’t get into it.
I have absolutely contributed to this by not only breastfeeding, but also prioritizing sleep and getting babe addicted to side nursing at night. I do enjoy having my baby with me in bed- but I also miss my husband and would like to get our intimacy back. The idea of connecting with him sounds great in my head , but when it comes down to it my sex drive is gone- I’m guessing because I’m nursing. Not to be too blunt, but horny is not a thing for me- ever. We have attempted sleep training, but I think my love of sleeping with baby combined with his want to follow my lead has prevented us from following through. Baby is 13mos and should be able to sleep on his own, but I honestly can’t even picture it. The perfect solution to this would be that my husband is willing to go get it on when I get baby down in his crib during the day or right at bedtime, but it just doesn’t seem to work? He’s just not into it and I can’t take another denial in all honesty.
Tbh I also wonder if he just isn’t attracted to my post partum body. I’m sincerely trying to lose weight and I’m definitely active with my little outside as much as possible. I’ve even taken to running in place and doing crunches when I’m just watching him explore rather than sitting. We keep a large garden and we have lunch there daily while we either gather the harvest or just explore. We also have a greenhouse so it isn’t seasonal. I’m trying, but until I’m done nursing no dr will touch me or whatever the issue is, so for now there’s not much to do medically.
For reference I’m 5’4” and 150lbs- so about 10-15lbs overweight, but if I’m honest 125 is my sweet spot.
Help me get my intimacy back!
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Hi Op, I don’t want to sound rude or be too blunt but you need to prioritize your husband or your marriage will sink. Your kid should be already on his own room. I’m currently expecting and I’m not planning on sharing bed or room nor bf, because I wanna be back to my PBB as soon as possible, that’s a personal decision tho.
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I believe that to each their own about BF, for me it’s just not something that I care or want to do and clearly OP has other issues that are maybe more linked to sharing the bed and not having alone time with her husband that she needs to deal with. I just seems that she haven’t find a balance between being a mother and a wife. About losing weight with BF it also depends it doesn’t work for everyone and some people find that they have less sexual desire while they keep bf.
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Honestly fed is best, nobody in my family BF and if my OB and pediatrician said is 100% fine why would I care about what you said. I’m not BF because I don’t like the idea of someone that’s not my husband close to that are of my body to put it more bluntly. So I’m FF what doesn’t have any correlation why IQ just FYI.
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You aren't attracted to your husband, or you would be horny. It sounds like you were attracted to the idea of having a baby, and this poor sucker was your unlucky target.
You're also in denial about "sincerely trying to lose weight." Losing that weight has to do with your diet, not your exercise.
If your husband isn't cheating on you yet, he will be soon. And frankly, he deserves it, because you aren't keeping up with your end of the bargain.
It's now up to you to decide if you want to be honest with him and get a divorce, or spend your life with someone you don't really love. I hope you divorce this poor man and set him free.
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