After years of invisibility, getting friendzoned and cheated on, I decided to break free off the chains of beta-dom. It wasn't until I found my ex-gf fucking her ex boyfriend when I got Red Pilled, I needed to do something.

I wasn't particularly ugly: I had a nice head shape, a somewhat symmetrical face, a good bone structure and a deep, "masculine" voice, I kind of look like Michael Angarano. Even tho my biggest flaw was (is) my height (5'8), I was definitely a 5, I could work with that.

Deadlifts made me correct my posture, making me a 6.

I cut my messy long hair and since then I have rocked several hairstyles that complemented my head shape, right now I'm rocking a buzz cut which makes me look older and more badass.

Lifting finally made its magic, my shoulders and back grew like nobody's business and my chest got pumped so crazy that I have to wear Band-Aids over my nipples so they don't poke through my shirts, now it gets annoying that girls poke my lats and grab my arms constantly, now I'm a solid 7 or 8 if I'm being generous.

But, aside from that, nothing has changed...

It's obvious that I'm now attractive to girls, I can see it in the way they eye fuck me, I've had literal 10s trying to start a conversation with me and other girls trying to approach me, but besides that, I'm still that shy and insecure guy that I've always been.

I know the question sounds stupid, but how do you embrace the fact that you're becoming attractive? After years of invisibility, pain and confidence issues, I've grown accustomed to things not going the way I wanted, but now that they do, I find myself uncomfortable, like if I don't deserve this. Everytime I look in the mirror I think "I look like I could steal your GF but I can't even approach a 6"

I'm Billy trapped in the body of Chad. The Beta to Alpha physical transition is the easiest, now I know that the real challenge is the mental one.

I would be deeply grateful for your advice.