So I’m a sort of perfectionist. In particular, a perfectionist regarding to the whole self-improvement field. I want to have a 1% physique and become rich. This is good, but often I feel like shit because of this perfectionism. I can’t accept myself in-spite of myself, neither If I try my best. So I decided to let it go. It worked for a while, I feel a little more free. The problem is that now I feel like I’m living in “nihilistic mode” and nothing really matters. Perfectionism was what the force that was driving me to improve every single day. Now that I’ve kinda accepted to let go, I don’t feel the same motivation as before.

Has anyone encountered this stuff here?