I’ve been tip toeing around this girl for years because I thought she was my soul mate and never wanted to test the waters. What happened to us is we both have been cuddling or holding hands at some opportune moments but nothing sexual and I’ve only kissed her once. We’ve dated lots people and remained friends without either of us ever actually saying what we were doing with each other.

I decided I should say something as the man in our relationship if I ever want her to be with me. I basically broke every rule you can think of because it was the best way for her to hear me. Basically I said I never wanted to tell you this because we’ve been friends but I love you. She said I never thought you liked me as a friend at all....

I want to be married to her, maybe the red pill can help me what to do next ? Feel free to break my balls.