So I had a pretty honest conversation with a FWB over a beer yesterday. I don't want a relationship with her and she's in it for the fun only as well. She was completely relaxed and honest about discussing her past relationship and sex experiences. I actually didn't see any major hamsters or shit test.

She had a 7 year long relationship starting very young. After the break up it took her couple of months to get over him but then her world opened up. In other words, she happily jumped on the cock carousel, fucked many guys, had a lot of fun, sexual and relationship experience. She does not regret it, she's happy if not even a bit proud of it. She said if she stayed with the first guy, she'd never see the world that opened up to her after that. She honestly admitted that she's repulsed by guys who soften up and that she doesn't want to be their therapist. Every guy that turned in to a beta, she would leave with no regrets or bad feelings. She admitted she was a bitch, but couldn't help herself. We talked about our common friend that is complete beta (hardworking, pretty good looking (better than me)), but just doesn't have any girlfriends or sexual partners. It might be he's still a virgin. She feels sorry for him, but would never have sex with him in a million years.

She's now well in her 30s. Then I asked her when is she going to settle down. This is when she explained to me that every time she meets a guy and they start something new, this one guy from her past shows up and fucks everything up. And she can't do anything about it. She says she hates him for this. In her own words: she's fucked up. I actually felt sorry for her.

Funny thing though. She thought here story is unique. I didn't want to generalize it in to TRP theories. She's pretty career oriented and there is a feminist side to her, so I just kept my mouth shut and talked about my plates and past sex experiences.

Not that I care about her life, but is there a general advice for an alpha widow? Seems like she's fucked up for good?