So my work Christmas party was today. I left the house about 7:00 last night to go buy something new to wear, which is not something I normally do. I made it clear where I was going, and was gone about 2 ½ hours. I came back and she was bitchy. She got mad because I was gone so long, and ended up trying to argue with me. I A.M.’d her and shut her down, and she went to bed angry. I came to bed an hour later and went to sleep. She’s also angry because she can’t go to the party with me, because it is employees only (but she also used to work there too and used to go with me, and she knows a lot of the women there and how slutty they are).

I got up this morning and worked out, then came in and drank my coffee. She was still bitchy and moody. After I finished my coffee, I told her I was taking a shower and then leaving early, since I still had to get some shoes to wear and wash the car. I got done with my shower and was horny. I remembered how many here have said that even if she’s angry or bitchy, sex can still be had. Blue Pill me would’ve said screw it, that it wasn’t worth trying. But even though internalizing everything I’ve learned is the hardest part, I’m slowly learning to be a different man now.

So after I got out of the shower and dried off I opened the bedroom door and called her to come here for a minute. She came to the bedroom and closed the door, and I walked out of the bathroom naked and proceeded to tell her that I was horny and would like a blowjob before I went to the Christmas party. She looked at me with this look like “I can’t believe you just asked me that” and proceeded to tell me “I don’t think you deserve a blowjob because of your attitude.” So I shrugged and told her “Ok, that’s fine” and stepped back into the bathroom to finish getting ready. She said “What do you mean?“ to which I replied “Well, I just thought you’d prefer to keep all this sexual energy here instead of me taking it with me to the Christmas party. But it’s ok.” I stepped back in front of the sink, and she says “No, come here” and lays down on the bed. So I lay down next to her and she proceeds to suck me off with great enthusiasm (which to be fair, she always does). She came a few times while she was blowing me too.

Afterward, she was all smiles as I got ready and left for the party. The lesson I learned (as so many have said here): watch what she does, NOT what she says. I never would have thought I had any chance of getting a blowjob while she was angry with me, but I guess AWALT. I still have a long way to go, but thanks so much for all the help you guys have given me!