I'm currently a freshman in college. I've gone from sophomore + Junior year of high school being the bluepill doormat of a trashy girl to making out with my crush from senior year tonight.

I fucked up a few times and embarrassed myself (couldn't get her damn bra off) but it's progress! I know this is child's play to you guys, but damn did it feel good to just man up and go for it. I see a bright future ahead of me.

I've only been lurching around here for about a month, but you guys have really confirmed the thoughts that have been formulating in my head this past year. So thank you for being a supportive crew of dudes that aren't afraid to speak the truth! If tonight would of happened to me 2 years ago I would be obsessing over this girl (admittingly I have been this past year) but oddly enough I now feel less concerned with her and am already thinking about lining up a date with this other girl tomorrow. That and I am getting this strong urge to improve myself. Lots of new ideas and feelings emerging right now. It's a damn good time to be alive. Life is fucking exciting.