Son is 5 months old. I already miss thing because I have to work. Food on the table and what not. Not expecting a reward because it's what I'm supposed to do.
Wife is a harpy cunt and I'm ready to step it up and withdraw time and attention outside of my workouts and jiu jitsu that she already complains about but I've been able to broken record "I enjoy being active and it keeps me healthy." Unless recommended otherwise and just keep doing these things.
I work out early morning and late evening in the garage while everyone sleeps
I usually go to BJJ for an hour and total time occupied maybe 2 hours with class, changing, drive back, and shower.
How do you withdrawal attention from your wife but not lose time with your child?
They're not shit tests. If they were shit tests she would want to fuck me. She doesn't want to fuck me. I don't even want to fuck her.
MAYBE they're comfort tests? Could have STFU more but I at least was able to just walk away with my son and take him to play.
Still trying to get it and be less of a faggot.
- This is a shit test. I'm failing.
- I Still give too many fucks about what she says.
- I need to be the oak. I'm not.