Wife is all on this "not feeling comfortable" when I try to game or be physical and giving starfish sex to keep me around because I ramboed a couple months back and spouted off autistic shit about options cause I was being a child with dynamite. Basically any little thing has met resistance because she doesn't want me butt hurt because I ramboed with "you better fuck me" what a fool I was.
Thanks past ParaXilo. Did us a solid there.
Wants to work on being friends. I told her we aren't friends we are lovers. "I want to be friends first." I segwayed into us not having sex for the rest of the year. 3 months so no sex 5 or 6 times. I'd be ok. She said, "we don't have to do that." I told her no sex in October at least.
Really just wanted to use this to see if it really does work. Maybe I can finally stop getting into her frame and GAF about not stirring things up. Actually break the butt hurt connection she has tied to me.
Suggestions on the sex moratorium? Do it? Don't do it? STFU and lift faggot is fine too. I'm back to lifting but need to STFU more. Finally reading the chapters in BPP book. May need to reread and take notes of MMSL and NMMNG.
Edit: Realize I fucked up. Just gonna take it on the chin for October and work on things I've been meaning to.