She was cooking dinner and cutting chicken. I was happy she was making my favorite meal so I kissed her on the cheek and she went ape shit. She turned towards me with the knife and fork and stepped towards me and said “I told you to never touch me again.” I then said, “what are you going to do, eat me?” And laughed. She went on and on about how she is depressed and started recording the whole event on her phone. She said I grabbed her and made a mark, I probably did this when she had the knife in her hand but regardless it wasn’t hard. After that she called my mom, I still don’t get why she calls her of all people.
Basically she is prepping the battlefield for divorce with the lists, now the camera and the text messages per my lawyer. I can’t live with a depressed person that won’t seek help. She said she is Saving her money for divorce but at this point I need to do this to save my ass and get this process started. No amount of self improvement, alphaness etc will save this marriage as long as she is literally crazy.
I’ve finally hit the point where I am ready to leave the marriage. I can’t believe took me this long, but I am here and I am ready to move forward with my life. This is getting to be dangerous and I don’t want my life ruined or destroyed anymore than it has through this whole experience.
I just want to say thanks for all the no nonsense advice and suggestions through this whole ordeal. Keep up the good fight.