God fucking damn it. Couldn't think of any other flair.
Not sure what happened. Had been wanting to have sex. We started I went straight for trying to fuck after we laid the baby down.
Not sure if I got over anxious since it's been almost 3 months or if I was thinking too much about the baby waking up. Not sure if it was because she kept saying it hurt and just wouldn't relax. Or probably the consensus I'm a beta bitch and should give one of ya'll my wife's information (that's usually the response it seems but not what I'm looking for because I'm legitimately trying to get my shit together.)
Guess I should have done foreplay instead of just going for pound the pussy approach but wasn't trying to play pussy hero 4 because that's what it always is. Pussy hero 4 then I flop around on a fucking starfish.
The baby got fussy and we had already stopped because I told her we can stop. Just wasn't into it because it was duty sex. No desire. Nothing. I DEERed like a weak mother fucker. She fed the baby. I got dressed and went to do laundry. When I did speak to her she said, "that was weird." I DEERed and said, "yeah that was all me. Got inside my head I think. Was feeling rushed." She said, "I felt rushed. That was a bad experience." I told her, "we can try later or another time." (Wrong response.) She said, "we will see." I said, "That's ok. I'm going to go finish Laundry." I exited.
Posting this doing laundry. Expecting shit tests to follow due to my broken frame.
I'm 3 weeks into this so of course my SMV sucks. Just started lifting. So that's low. Everything about me reeks of beta bullshit.
Question is what's the best approach now?
Stfu, pass shit tests, and lift? Try again later.
May be jumping the gun posting this. I'll post my stats in a little bit once I clear my head.