I don't want to make a long winded post. I'll just give a quick rundown of things lately
My wife is done with school. Shes home every night now. I am on top of my shit. Lifting, coaching tball. I have our sons outside basically until dark. She hangs out with us. She even plays catch with our youngest as I help our oldest with hitting drills. I cleaned out the garage. Lawn looks incredible (Thank you Scott's plan, get the app, guys). We go on family walks. I am working everyday with the dogs in training them more (My Aussie is incredible).
And she is on top of her game as well. House is always clean. Dinner cooked every night. She is flirty and fun 90 percent of the time. I came home two days ago and she was wearing her new Under Armour leggings and a bikini top. ( I said to her "I want to come home to you in this outfit everyday" She laughed, we kissed). She initiates a A LOT, but every now and then I get shot down and she offers to blow me. So I cheer her on, making it clear that I like what shes doing.
Don't get me wrong, I like getting the BJs, but part of me still hates getting shot down for sex. I'm trying to kill that.
Given that all seems well... I think I am making more of deal in my head than what it is... but if you get shot down for sex and get the BJ instead... how do you take it? I take it as a sign that I'm not quite where I need to be as far as SMV