I've been fucking up the last few weeks. I've de loaded twice. Used to squat 300 5x5 now I'm back to 250. My diet has been shit. Like gas station pizza level shit. Mostly because I have been that damn busy.
I got my house from looking like something from the show hoarders to show ready in preparation to sell. Progressed the mediation process and have a child care schedule set up. Future ex wife moves out next week. I've started packing and have a plan for where my son and I are going to live.
I've got a good plan for living on the cheap untill I reach my goal of 50k saved and I'll purchase my own home. Shouldn't take more than 10 months. Also have set up a support structure for my son. His grandparents will be watching him while I'm at work. I think having people who love him always around will smooth the transition to divorced life.
Only been putting a small amount of effort towards online dating. It was honestly quite shocking having 26 year olds saying I look hot, or I look like trouble. Like, the best ego kibble ever. But I know I don't have the time right now to waste chasing pus.
Took the advice of others from my last post and have worked towards not having my ex wife see me as an enemy. This has been a huge improvement. She's cordia,l borderline sweet towards me. Gives me some hope that we won't be exposing our son to our toxic bullshit drama anymore. Thank you to those who convinced me this was a good move.
I'm taking thanksgiving week off to go deer hunting. Really looking forward to some solitude and quiet to decompress. I haven't felt this happy in a long time.