Once you swallowed TRP, what were you most angry about?
My anger and anguish has been directed toward myself in two main areas; I'm still processing waves of disgust.
Pro-tip: Blue pill behavior doesn't work with any kind of woman.
First marriage I could not figure out for the life of me why providing, protecting, and being faithful didn't yield the expected Disney results. I raised her two kids from another man, lifted her out of poverty, and was faithful even when propositioned by a good looking high school fuck buddy. I don't think any man on this sub could've tamed this wild ass of a woman, but with TRP knowledge I could've done so much better.
Current marriage The one thing I did right coming out of the bad marriage was to be in good shape. That helped me land a woman 8 years younger and +1 SMV. She is easy on the eyes, sweet natured, and was down to fuck at the drop of a hat. My beta ways were complacent, tons of covert contracts, and low sex drive. Goddamn I'm angry what at this point with "TRP Man"® would be a D/s relationship is now a minor shit show that I'm racing to salvage. I know that it's just my turn with her (boy do I know that), and she's not the only one for me, but damn she's worth keeping if I can get my shit together and bring her along for the ride.