So last night I had to work late, then I had to hang around the town where I work to do an apartment viewing (I'm the landlord).
With an hour to kill I wandered into the local bar and ordered a lemonade. I stood there at the bar playing with my phone as people do these days because they don't want to look weird or lonely, and then after a while in walked a group of women.
This tall leggy brunette stood next to me to order a drink. Without thinking I said 'you're tall' which got her interest and we got chatting. I'd had a rough week so I was acting like a disinterested badass and she lapped it up. I was fucking bold with the compliments and as blunt as you like, the opposite to how I used to chat women up when I was younger (I'm mid-30s, she was mid-20s).
This girl had a 1 yr old daughter and was separated - the father had taken the kid for the whole weekend so she was out to let her hair down.
The way she looked at me biting her lip and staring into my eyes made it obvious she was DTF. As I had to leave, I took her number. She wants me to call her.
I mentioned that I was married with kids and that it's complicated. She seemed ok with that.
Today, I felt like I could have done the apartment viewing, driven back to the bar, marched her out of there and to the empty apartment and fucked her brains out.
Instead I went home and proceeded to get both barrels from the wife about how I've been 'snappy' with her lately.
I do not want to be lay on my deathbed with a string of regrets about fit, gorgeous, young girls that I didn't fuck.
I don't want to get to 50 plus and find that the only way I can fuck a girl in her mid-20s is if I pay for it (which has never appealed to me).
I don't want to lose my kids in a messy divorce or see some other guy bring them up.
In short, I want to have my cake and eat it.
Should I have fucked that hot girl last night?