Tonight I saw my girlfriend after I was away for business for 15 days. I was getting a bit paranoid but I think it proved she was loyal in the end.

I met her, and she sucked me off like never before and I enjoyed it, but I thought it was too good to be true and asked her how does she pull off all these bj tricks? She goes what tricks, I say sucking off my dick hard when you pull out and I don't feel a thing

She was looking at me with that mysterious look in her face, like she's wondering what I'm saying.

Then I cross the line, and tell her that when she called me back in the days and said she was eating a banana it didn't sound like it and I have recorded it. Immediately I grab her from the throat and hair, in a violent way and throw her to the bed, holding her down I told her to get out of my place before I become violent. She insisted and said she's not leaving for a few seconds, then she tries to go looking sad but I catch up last min and we make out in the elevator.

OK I could tell she was playing on the phonecall trying to manipulate me making me horny so I don't think of fucking other women, but I can also tell I hurt her physically and she's really sad about it. I've been going hard on her lately..

Should I apologize according o trp? If not okay, how to fix this? If yes, how so?