first off, english and metrics are not my natural operating default :D.
- Write down your stats (height, weight, bf%, lifts). You are keeping a journal of your workouts right?
- 6'1, 167 lbs, 13 %, lift since 8 years (132 db press, 330 deadlifts, 66 lbs curls one arm, 209 lbs bench press
Side bar books read:
- Gorilla Mindset: cognitive strenght is key
- NMMNG: I am my own cognitive place of origin
- The Way of the Superior Man: not ashamed of my masculin energy
- Rational Male, Year One: AF/BB, hypergamy
- 48 Laws of Power (not finished): be tactical in everything you do
- How to Win Friends and Influence People: too long ago unfortunatly
- The Way of Men: Men value other men who add value
- The Manipulated Man: opened my eyes to what really is going on, changed my whole learned perspective of man/women interctions
- Get your testosterone levels checked and write them down:
- have not done it yet, but take cold showers, do the keto diet since 8 months and work out fasted, also do a lot of compound lifts at the gym, try to not masturbate
- Write down your ratio of sexual initiations/rejections:
- you can't divide through zero :D, no rejections ever
- Write down the number of women besides your wife you could call right now to chill this weekend
- 2 hell yes, 1 most definitely
- Shit, write down the name of the last girl you flirted with who isn't your wife
- Write down how many days over the past 15 you have actively gamed your wife
- Write down two things you do that make you a good catch
- engineer, 2 very good running side businesses
- Write down what you would do today if you did not have a wife/kids to go home to
- Lift, dinner, chill with friend, take care of my car
- Write down what Dread Level you are on
- Write down how many more months you have to go until you are an attractive man with options
Now on to my question. I am 32, she is 24. I own two businesses who do fairly well and study for my second engineering degree in automotive engineering. She is a dietary advisor at a health clinic. Her face is very beautiful, but unfortunatly her tits are so heavy that they already hang a bit. I say that, because I think that could be the reason why she maybe has some smaller problems with this part of her appearance and why she might feel below my SMV.
I know her since july last year. I made her my gf in the beginning of december. I went into the relationship with a strong frame, having had abundance before and while I met her (vetted every girl for potential gf material and she came out on top). I still of course have girls on the side I could branch over in an instant. I actively game my gf and am naturally very physical with her.
4 weeks ago, I came upon Rollos post and his video about womens PMS cycle. I started tracking hers and it worked wonders when she was in her ovulating phase. I did not even had to iniciate sex. I fucked her very hard and she liked it as far as I can tell. Today she is on day 26, that means deeply in her beta needs/don't leave me phase. Me and her were sick for the beginning of the week, so I bought her some red roses and asked her if she needed anything from the store (we both don't live together and are approx. 55 miles apart). Also, and this is important, on monday was her dead mothers birthday. So that all put her down emotionally this week. When I was at her place on wednesday, I tried to slide in a bit of beta. Sidenote: We had a discussion 6 weeks ago that she wants more contact wit me (via telephone), she always complaines about that she doesn't know what I am doing over the day although I tell her but also hold stuff back so the novelty does not wear of and keeps me interesting in her fantasy (light dread). On Wednesday she openly complained about my macho behaviour and that one does not always has to act hard. Fuck her.
So her sister stayed at her place from friday till today, because they were on a concert of some beta hipster band (I listen mainly to Slayer, Iron Maiden, Pantera and the like). That, her sister, cycle and the birthday of her mother probably made her write me a lenghtly text this morning, that she doesn't envision this sort of relationship.
Intended course of action: I was leaning on the side of more alpha on Wednesday, but I think I, even if I am in amused mastery on the inside, have to tell her some bullshit ala giving her some feels.
Reason why I want to keep it going with her: she also rides motorcycles and finding an attractive girl at that age with similar believes is not that easy and with the motorcycle hobby we could combine holidays and riding.
Open to all suggestions.
Sorry I have not contributed too much yet, as I am very busy with juggling 2 businesses a full time courseware at uni.