Went through a painful unplugging process exactly a year ago at 21 years old .. the process hasn’t necessarily been linear. There are ups and downs but I am physically and mentally WAY better than I once was.

I realized the reason why unplugging does not happen overnight and takes time is because of how deep my blue pill condition actually was.

I came to this realization after finding an old iPad from 2015 with old interactions and messages between me , different girls and friends and I can’t even recognize myself

The blue pill conditioning was strong and that helped me realize how the process of unplugging will not and does not happen overnight.

Anyone else experience the same ? ( flashbacks, memories etc)