I'm 21, been working at this job for 5 months now but I can't decide between staying or aiming for special foces.

First job - This job pays a lot. The job is boring, repetitive and no challenge. I earn double the average income in my country and can probably pay off a house by the age of 35, travel a lot, have enough time for a LTR, possibly get higher up in the company even though the job itself is fucking boring and I will forever regret not joining the army. But the pay is really good... If I stay here I will never have to worry about money.

Second job - I passed all the tests for (para commando, if that's how its called in English?). I want to aim for special forces by the age of 25-30 years old. I can travel whole the world during missions, do cool stuff, jump out of planes, become a real man and live a cool life. But the pay is low, I won't be home (won't have time for kids/LTR, not that I mind too much), will probably get treated like a piece of shit for the first year.

My dream and goal is to join the special forces, been training 3 years for it so far.. But if I pick the other job I can live a life where I never have to worry about anything... I can't choose to be honest. I like the idea of joining the special forces more but I don't know man..