I'm in College and I've noticed through-out my life I've always fucked up when starting new things. I don't get it right the first few times but then i adapt easily, improve and become very good at that particular thing. This applies to most areas of my life...education, work, sports, hobbies, sex and women, social life etc. My first experiences were terrible and failed horribly but then i learnt from my failures, adapted and improved. I would say i fail terribly doing something new but can adapt extremely well to any situation after failing and learning. I hate it.

A few examples in my life - I started swimming lessons at 15 and just couldn't get it right until a few months after and now i can swim comfortably. I started a part time internship recently at a company which involves lots of presentations and forecasts etc...I fucked up in my first presentation to the upper management and executives, but my next presentations were very good.

I hate that i can't get something right the first time i try it. How does one just GET IT right the first time?.

Thank you.