Okay so I’ve been going to college roughly three years and about a year in a meet this girl. She seems really amazing, she’s by far the girl with the most status in the entire school from what I can tell. Student government president, poster child, more or less the face of our advertising at my school. Fast forward a bit, we’re talking a lot, really kickin it off, I make my intentions known, but she acts naive like she doesn’t know. I realized at some point she was using me in her own scheme, but before that, one day we’re hanging out, as we almost always do while on campus, and her boyfriend approaches me... who has the same unique name... okayyyyy well- this is new, who’re you?? I’m thinking.

I’m a little conniving, I may have known about him but she assured me it’s nothing even though I knew it had to have been something.

So I’m letting him take the first move I have no idea what he’s about to say. He sits next to me, says dude look you’re an attractive dude (okay what lol), and I know you two have a special connection, I just want to let you know, I’m cool with that. (I’m thinkin to myself mannnn whatttt, I know relationships are getting really liberal lately but wtf?) they’re both 3 and 4 years older than I am, but I’ve set myself apart from the other older classmates in different dominance hierarchy’s. I’m known as the most elusive man in our school, lol idk I just think it’s kinda funny just because I don’t hangout at school and have other stuff to do. Butttt, digressing lol, anyways I’m thinking dude wants her to be happy or a 3 way relationship, I’m like what, and conclude I’ve won from that standpoint but things just get weirder as the year goes on. She’s completely shit testing me the entire time, but at the time I was still purple pillin it and had no idea but also wasn’t affected because I had a lot of superficial confidence at the time. So we get closer and closer and we’re talking about some deep stuff and she alludes to me that I’m the same zodiac sign as her first love, and I remind her of her most intense relationship. Okay cool those are both good signs, I take the initiative to start seeing her more despite the other guy coming around still. She tells me it’s nothing, they’re not like that anymore, “he has no claim over me”. Okay cool I like a girl who plays the game, I’m diggin it. But I also know that she’s uncomfortable with him and I near each other. Other dude is not too well known at the school so I could see how she could think she could juggle both of us but come on she was slippin everywhere. If you’re gonna try to play both sides at least be good at what you’re doing lol was a little disappointed to basically have this huge what I seen as a challenge and then the last few steps were too easy and unmotivating. So he’s more or less out of the picture at this point, I mean they were in a long term relationship beforehand so I know they’re still seeing each other on the side but it’s mainly because he’s whipped, and she’s a manipulative shebeast (honestly lol). Fast forward a bit, I’m driving home from school and hear about a contest on the radio. I win, they’re amusement park tickets. I only called in to take her. So I get 4 tickets. Cool. I plan to take her, I ask her, and then I ask if we should sell the other two for extra cash, she agrees.

This is where shit really started to just piss me off. She starts treating me, from what I can tell, how she treated old dude when they were in a relationship. Okay first of all, you might not know who I am, but I know who I am. So I start playin the game differently. Not so much connection but more of mental chess now.

The day of the amusement park comes, we had made plans to go early because we already had to choose a day that “worked for her schedule”. (She just pretends to do homework all day) The place was supposed to be packed, not how I wanted to spend the amusement park but I’ve already been, she’s never been, thought it’d be fun! No. She had to kill that too. As we’re driving up I’m making a joke about paying for parking if this isn’t a date, because obviously this is a fucking date, except that it wasn’t. Holdddddddd upppp what? She says she’ll pay for parking... except we don’t even make it because the line of cars is so long, we’ve been driving for 2.5 hours, and by the time we get there it’s 6pm because I just waited on her all day. (We left 6 hours later, 2 hours after I showed up) how rude forreal. Women have got to realize they can’t use the same game for all of us. Just like we can’t use the same game for 6s as we do 8s or 9s it just doesn’t fly.

It’s basically pointless to go in at this point so we decide to go another day.

Fast forward to the day, and I mean it was raining, and she kinda sucked, but I more or less at least enjoyed making sure she had a good first amusement park experience, but beyond that, game was terrible. She’s taking pictures of everything, why? Okay some stuff cool, but it’s raining I just wanna get on at least a few rides. We get on like 6 total. Okay. I end up spending all my money on her. Really not that much but souvenirs a bitch, and it was more than the cost of the other tickets. She drove us up there because her gas mileage is better but I drove us back in her car. She’s never let anyone else drive it because it’s brand spankin new, I reassure her I’ll be fine lol. She ends up falling alseep on the two hour drive and wakes up like omg do you need help finding where we are this and that, I’m like no, we’re here, I did my best to miss the potholes haha, she laughs, is genuinely impressed and we go inside. Great!

Fast forward a bit. It’s 1-2am and her brothers still up. They both live back at home with their dad for various reasons but I know she’s secretive so I’m thinking finally the game is done I mean are we gonna do this or not. I text her “can I give you a kiss?” Thinking (wow I almost forgot this lol) that she’ll realize why I’m being secretive. She literally laughs in my face. Now I’m a little pissed. And in my opinion rightfully so. I mean not that she needed to but even in the most non chivalrous whatevers, not even a kiss on the cheek? Or equivalent shown interest?

Okay whatever fuck this I’m out. Drivin home, toss it up as a lost cause and conclude I’m done. Until she goes out of her way to invite me to this arcade place. Cool! Haven’t been to a legit arcade in a decade or something. She invited a mutual friend, we’re all drinking a bit, it’s nice, until she relates to him then tries to undermine my own experience in relating to them too. Wow, okay then :thinking face:, but she was wearing booty shorts (has the best phattest lifted ass in school) and she never wears that kind of attire but we were out that night.

Fast forward a bit our friend goes home, but after our other friend showed up who’s a little younger than us. We’re crackin jokes and stuff, light fun, nothin like the crackin jokes light fun of the game, at least I could breath for a second.

So it’s late, we’ve been drinking, not excessively, but a couple shots in us here and there consistently to keep us goin. By the time we’re goin home we’re all relatively sober, and I had a blunt I rolled up previously before I came out so I brought it out and we all smoked. It was cool but then she’s crackin jokes on me again, except they weren’t shit tests, she was genuinely connecting. Looks good.

Except our friend is a virgin, no offense to virgins, but he’s just wayyyy too.. bro back down. I think he made a joke about a threesome (after realizing me and her were finally gonna fuck), and wasn’t immediately shunned so he kept on with it. For the entire rest of our together. To the point, she’s trying to figure out a way to get me over without him knowing. So am I. She suggests finally after exhausting options that I just sleep at her place because it’d be the best idea seeing as how it’s so late and I have an hour drive home. We’re near her house anyways so I act like that’s the only option, except this guy could not believe two human beings were about to fuck and just drops his entire reasoning and flat out says, yo I know I only live a block or two away, but come on I just wanna hangout with you guys, you’re already inviting him over, why can’t I just come too and hangout. She feels bad for him and says yes. I can’t believe she said yes.

Fast forward, dude wasn’t even allowed out that night. He’s from a very strict culture and his parents keep massive tabs on his where about a and apparently he wasn’t supposed to be out. So we’re watching this movie. Me and her are lightly cuddling under the covers, he’s not paying attention and finally falls asleep. We think about fucking right there next to him but nah. Then his mom calls and he pleads with her for him to stay out. DUDE JUST FUCKING GO HOME. I really thought for the love of God he was finally gonna go home so I could smash lmao take one for the team at least damn bro. Nope. Then she falls asleep. Okeyyyyy.

So we never fucked. This is about a year into me meeting her now. And everyone pretty much suspects I’m goin after her but girls are still tryna throw game at me and the oneitis just had hold. I coulda had so much pussy man. I’m so mad. Even after the fact of people telling me. facepalms

Longest story ever- short, she put up so much game in the beginning, then wasn’t putting out any game and was just kind of being, not even a bitch bitches are cute, she literally just sucked, for whatever reasons. And it was just not motivating or attractive. We go on a few more bar runs and have some good times! We talk in innuendos for a lot of it but it’s completely changed at this point from game talk to, I’m looking to settle down talk. Her entire MO changed. Okay cool! At this point in time I would’ve been down for that, except she was also sucking. Like okay sorry for any female reading this, not sucking like not doing enough or wrongly, but she was like purposely just being not cool, and she was sucking because of that.

We end up fading from each other as the 2nd year progressed, still never fucked, still missed all this pussy, she’s still acting like her career is more important than emotionally investing in someone. Whatever, I’ll live my life then.

Come to find out my she’s just really not a good person lol. Still hot af with a phhatttttt ass, but there’s so many more things that go into making someone attractive and she’s routinely go on my Facebook and start shit with my academic friends and call them out of their name. I have respect out here I can’t just let her do this to people because I’m the associative link. So I end up deleting her from my Facebook. I’ve pretty much at this point concluded that I’m done with her and this oneitis bullshit.

She messages me maybe a week later like Hey! Whats all this about lol why’d you delete me?

I’m thinking to myself I’m done I don’t want anything to do with her so I won’t respond. Except that I had a momentary lapse in judgement thinkin maybe this will bring us closer. So I reply like ooooo what do you mean??? To avoid conflict, but then I’m thinking look at myself, what the fuck are you doing, this girl got in your head, made you feel like shit, and you’re acting like you’re whipped when her game isn’t even that good. So I reply ya know what no, forget that I just really can’t stand how you treat people, how you can’t own up to your mistakes, I let her have it in regards to Facebook, our relationship was done. Except that it wasn’t.

After I typed that out I blocked her. She tried to message me on Instagram but I blocked her on that too. I didn’t want to be annoyed with this shit any longer. But she found my old phone number I used almost a year prior and texted that trying to be naive. I’m not gonna be the one to lose frame so I act like there’s nothing that can be done, it’s outside elements, look, I’m just not about this anymore. I was going to block her again but wanted to see what she would say and oh God am I glad I did lol.

She literally lost it. Have barely talked to this chick the last year or so, definitively not social media, barely any conversations, nothing direct. Yet, she LITERALLY blows down on me. How could you do this, to someone who saw so much potential in you, why are you doing this, I can’t believe your ego is that big, is it worth losing me, I coulda put you on blast for sending me nudes, are you serious, I thought you would’ve learned to communicate by now.

So I stayed in frame and gave her her own shit served right back up. I said project more. Communication is a two way street and I communicate just fine. I don’t owe you anything, I only replied because I thought I should. (Obviously a mistake huh— I guess not really but lol) and last but not least I asked if you wanted to see and you said sure rolls eyes emoji.

Remember she tried contacting me through Facebook, Instagram, and now my old phone number. I said..

Stop hitting me up

As a stand alone text afterward.

And then “Lol and you’re not my mom you don’t know me”

Because the entire time she’s trying to act like she knows me better than me and this whole time she’s just been waiting for me to get my shit together. Like bitch you have no idea who the fuck I am.

All in all, feels good to get the shit off my chest, AND my dick. 👌🏽 Thanks for the read y’all! Lol