I'm 25 and since 19 have had 6 short-term flings with girls only lasting up to 4 months, the longest 7 months in length. Each time I start a new girl it only takes a short amount of time and I see red flags and their behavior changes and they fuck off or I fuck them off as a result. So tiring and it is leaving me emotionally depleted as a result.
I have attended 2 weddings this year too, and I was truly amazed at how much emotion was coming out from me during the ceremonies and various speeches through the evening (I didn't cry though)
I dunno man, I know guys are by default romantics and caring types, but trp has made me so fucking picky to the point where I can't really trust a woman long enough to open up to her. And I do want to open up to someone and find an "ally". Is this a pipe dream or what?
I legit can't shake the craving to find a LTR. I want to pour effort and time into knowing someone on a deep personal intimate level. Not this fucking someone for a few months and having it end shit.
How are you all wired, wtf am I doing wrong, I don't know what way is up anymore. I'm also moderately introverted too. Not sure if that hinders this.
A few pre-requisites, yes I lift, yes I dress well, am not autistic, can talk to people and look masculine and receive attention.