Further down the rabbit hole, I've had my fair share of broads both from school and from Tinder. Lifting, a good diet, a job as a cashier and this subreddit all helped me develop the skills I needed to get laid. Somewhere in the 20 n-count range now, but something happened as time went on.

Somewhere down this road, I became tired of women. By that, I mean their inane, childish ramblings, immaturity, constant BS that they chuck at me, mercurial moods and whims etc. I got tired of it all. Now, it feels like every time I'm talking to a girl I'm just going through the motions. I feel a very strong disconnect when interacting with them - just flirt, kino, take clothes off, stick it in, rinse and repeat.

Vanilla sex bores me. Girls now bore me. I don't get hard anymore, I don't feel any sexual desire for girls. Just a strange, lingering apathy. I am not even sure if I want to keep on trying, now that I've seen all there is to it.

What is the cause of this? My hormonal levels are normal for my age (18). Is this just a temporary symptom of boredom in the bedroom?