Hey everyone I'm going to make this short, but I need guidance. My ex (Female 22) is a 10 she did modeling on the side, is in school for nursing, worked as a hair dresser making good money and was a great loyal woman. She was always there for me as a partner, friend and playmate until about a year ago. We have been dating for 3 years and until recently things have been great. Things became sour when she started nursing school full time and cut down on work hours. When this happened she was diagnosed with depression and panic attack disorder. She then was diagnosed with a stress related badder disease that reduced our sex life. When I tried to be there for her she pushed me away. There was no other guy in our relationship (I know for a fact). However the stress was too hard on her. Her parents did not like me either because I was kind of an asshole in the being of our relationship. They aren't the nicest people but I tried anyway. My girlfriend during this time wanted love notes, fancy dinners and constant reassurance I wasn't seeing anyone else. I gave her all those things to her and more. She still tried pushing me away even when I tried my hardest. When she pushed me away she tried breaking up with me 4 times. Every time I ran back to her and chased her really hard. After begging she would typically take me back. FYI this was very out of character for me. I'm a pretty alpha guy that works as a high level personal trainer and has women all around me. I would find a rebound if I wanted but I was in love with her. And another thing, I tried to be there for her when she had those health issues, but she pushed me away and became very disrespectful. I confronted her on it and she twisted it and made it my fault. I started to think I was in an emotionally abusive relationship because nothing I said mattered to her. It became toxic and even if I wasn't in an abusive relationship, it wasn't healthy. So she tried to break up with me again. I confronted her on if it was permanent this time and she couldn't give me an answer. I put more pressure on her about it and she finally cracked. Telling me I was disrespectful because I didn't think it was permanent. After that text I blocked her on all social media and haven't looked back. It's 3 day later now and Idk if I made the right decision. I do love her, but I cannot have my emotions played with any longer. Or disrespected and called names, told I don't care, I don't listen... Etc.
Any advice would be much appreciated. I was told this page is the best of this type of stuff. If you need any more info, I'll reply promptly.