The recent 2 months, I've fucked my name up around my town as I have been abusing alcohol and stuff, went out super high and people said I am someone who involves into fights, I smoke drugs, play around with guns etc. And some even more negative stuff.. They look at me as someone who is underneath them sometimes.

Some girl had said that to my friend, and then a week later not to brag I hit on her and she was very receptive and submissive, as I initiated contact in a club.

Even though that gets me girls, and even though it makes their men hate me, it's not that essential of an option to me as I'm a professional photographer who lives in a small town.

I already started detox, follow through and quit even drinking alcohol.. Anything optimal and good you'd do?