was in class, saw a girl going to refill her water bottle and didn't have time to go do it (cuz I needed to ask the prof a question abt the material and didn't have time to do both) so I asked her to take mine as well and refill it, figuring that she was going anyway. she says in front of the whole class, "no, what am I?" and leaves. the whole class laughs. fuck that was embarrassing.

Used to have oneitis for this girl, but got over it and she doesn't usually talk to me or make eye contact with me, she started hooking up with a guy I know in the term above ours, and we were cool before but now he's talking a lot of shit - I suspect she has something to do with it bc his shit talking sounds a lot like what she said when she came by our flat last night - but I just asked the first person who was in my line of sight, didn't really think it was a big deal.

first it was the dude and his friend talking shit and trying to put me down in front of others, but I challenged them to a boxing match 10 round by 3 min at any gym of their choice, anytime they want, but they said they won't fight "handcapped people", but I said that just proves their pussies and bring it up everytime they try talking shit. so that's been good to deal with it so far.

the girl is fucking annoying - as i mentioned before, she came by last night to bring something to my roommate - and i happened to open the door to our flat - she saw our large closet and said something along the lines of "is this where u kill girls or something" (I have a reputation of bringing a lot of girls home to smash) and this echoes what the guy and his friend were saying about me scaring girls away or something.

so how do I deal properly with this disrespect? It would be nice to be liked but if that doesn't work, it would be nice to get rid of these cheap shots.

Also why is social proof (girls from my class have seen me bringing decent girls home and I even had one stay over in my room for a few days) not working for me and improving the way women in my class treat me?