You know, I think some of this red pill stuff is so black and white. But I enjoy the times it just seems to work. Square peg. Square hole. When two people are a good fit things just fall into place and you think it’s a unicorn. Anyways, I’ve been spinning these two plates. HB5 and HB6, they really both aim to please me because of the difference in SMV I get a lot of back rubs ;-) but nonetheless I’m not very attracted to them so I keep my “feelers” out there in case something bites. A girl whom I talked to only once during a company putting. People brought their friends and family and I mingled got a few contacts for business purposes but me and her were kinda sliding under the radar for a more personal connection. I texted her once and mentioned something she asked me at the party( plausible deniability to get her number- I said gimme your phone number and I’ll tell you later when she asked for my favorite team) she responded with “perfect” and I left it on read to avoid the mangling that seems to happen to guys over texting. So I called her probably a week later to schedule a date. She was in New York on vacation. I said I didn’t know what to say at this point and she asked if I wanted anything from New York. I said no but thanks for asking. But I would be seeing her when she gets back.

She called me when she came back. I didn’t even save her number because I thought, a single HB9 in New York? She’s probably getting dick. But here I am. So I’m at work and now I’m too busy to hang out with her tonight. How to proceed?