Options are limited for me right now, I'm poor, lazy, piece of shit, 30 yo, no relationships, so I have to deal with what I can get. A 30 yo woman has show interest, shes not that great looking, bigger and taller than me, had a bad marriage, wants to wear the pants so I guess be like her narcissist violent daddy, reminds me she has guns hidden everywhere, her friends are butch lesbians, some in law enforcement.

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I know this is a bad situation but I'm lazy and I feel like I could just get to dickin somehow, she had a guy for that but he's gone. The more resistant, dominant, and butch and woman is, the more I just want to dominate her to get things going (like they want anyways) but I don't know how to get this going. I don't want to kiss, I just want to get my dick off, and possibly smack her ass. She talks about a man taking care of her sexual needs and shit like a relationship but I don't care about that and I know that a woman is just happy with the intensity that comes from a man that she and her social circle finds attractive and him enjoying himself with her body. She tries to frame it like she is the one to reward me for being a good boy, she isn't aware that the inverse exist.

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Straight up, when a woman is like this, I just want to grab them by the pussy. I know they just want a man to take charge but they make it near impossible unless there is some entrance I am not aware of. I spent hours at her house, bullshitting, she finally kicked me out when I relieved the tension after hours. This goes against everything I do, I usually work on a woman for a little bit the get to it, if that doesn't work I disengage and move on or bring the intensity later on another time. She thinks she wants relationships and shit but I know she just wants good old fashion country dickin