Gents, It has been a while since the last update and for others see my posts. It is coming to an end almost a year to the day of "I'm moving out"
Friday is the last day that I will be married. We signed the mediation papers last month and I did very well since I had a prenup in hand.
No alimony, no massive splitting of accounts or anything. I just gave her a "fair" in her eyes cash payout to walk away. I actually was expecting to pay a lot more but her shit for brains "women only" lawyer didn't really work for it but who cares.
Since last post, I had stumbles within my frame as I found myself having a lack of discipline and motivation to go forward. It was/is a dark time in a sense that when you look around and see an event that was started out of your control driving your life you need to acknowledge it and realize that it is not the end all be all.
I was working a job just to have a job in the months going through the divorce. Lawyer said get one fast and I ended up at a place that paid well but was going nowhere. I decided to apply for a great program with a company everybody knows that I am excited to work for and will start in July. This month I'm taking off and relaxing/resetting before the new work starts.
You will find that regardless of the control of the emotions when you have to sign a legal document to layout how you will raise your kid, they will hit you.
The only time I felt anger was having to ask the state to divorce my wife and have time sharing approved. If you say otherwise you are lying to everyone yourself included.
With that out of the way, I am now dating a 26 year old HB that my friends didn't believe I was when she walked in and met them. Friends joked when they saw her as she is a 5'1" Asian blend and I'm 6'3. Got to love it.
She has been steady throughout the past few months and while it is comfortable I have been putting the rules to the test with great success. She has given me the "where do we go from here" and "do you love me like I love you" which I easily subdue. She has given shit tests that I ace and she still states "You are not what I want but I am here. IDK what you are doing to me". Read the guiding texts and learn.
In the end, I'm feeling great, my numbers are up, my account is still intact, and I'm looking forward to the next journey. I just again want to thank all those that have called me faggot over the year and those who actually contributed their experience and knowledge to me. Thank you.
The journey never stops.