It's been about 7 months since I first readup about the redpill. Lurked and reread the sidebar continuously for 3 months and started hitting daygame even though I just started lifting, because whats the point lifting if I dont start learning some hands on experience.
In the past 4 months I started with constant rejections from girls aswell as facing my approach anxiety, but gradually things started to get better. I can confidently say today that I can and do get numbers and a few lays here and there.
But today, I fucked up.
Some context of the approach: I was at a local university looking to get a good 10 approaches done before heading over to class myself. As I walked through the uni library I spotted a girl studying at a desk and decided to make my first approach of the day. As I walk over I smile and ask if I can sit next to her (she had her backpack in the seat beside her and infront of her were some notes, a laptop, some usb cords, etc.)
She smiled and moved the bag away saying "sure" I begin the conversation with a tease/joke about how "I want to let you know girlsname that I'm here to stop you from studying, so I hope your test isnt that important" she said "ok" enthusiastically, as if she knew I wasn't any trouble.
I then moved the conversation towards languages, "I wonder if you know anymore than two languages blah blah blah" It was mainly me seeing if she liked to learn new laanguages because thats something that interest me and learning a language from a possible date is easier than a book.
But I could see as the language talk continued she was getting bored, or maybe she saw my frame diminish or anything, at this moment she spoke up, "Well I actually do need to study for my test it is for today".
-Warning here comes the autistic part-
Seeing as she lost interest and was currently either trying to reject me or possibly shit-test, I said "I see, well good luck studying girlsname!" And with a smirk on my face I closed her laptop, and took it with me to a seat about 20 feet away.
She waits a moment, I think she expected me to walk back to her to hand the laptop and say goodbye like a normal human man.
But no I sat there and smiled as she came over, took the laptop again and said "I really do have to study".
As she went back to her desk I accepted the rejection and walked off for a bit to sit at a bench in a new part of the university.
Not even moments later she finds me and asks me in a serious and worried tone, "Hey what did you do to my computer?"
Surprised I responded how "I didn't do anything I just clicked the guest account at the login". Which really is what I did.
"Hey is your computer all-right?" I asked her and she gets up to leave while saying "Don't just take someones computer and walk off, it's annoying."
"Ok" is all I replied, not even seconds later it all dawned on me how retarded I had just acted.
If she was rejecting me stealing her fucking pc isn't gonna change that. Even if it was a shit-test I shoulda just continued chatting with her, not "Lol this prank is gonna show her how much I dgaf."
Now she probably thinks I just hacked her pc within 5 seconds.
I've fucked up a ton of approaches before but this one takes the cake. Hopefully I'm not put on some watchlist by tommorow.
Anyway I hope my failure can show other beginners where I went wrong. Be bold guys, but don't be autistic.