So i use too feel as if because i was short and small, looks young and feminine, and had small hands i will never ever be sexually attractive. I use to jackoff 6 times a day, use to be a complete loser.

Ive come along way, im far from where I want to be but ive come along way. I now have says where I feel sexy as fuck, than on some days ill feel almost as bas as my original depressed feelings.

Its gotten so much better, but after almost two years of self improvement and still cant get laid i feel like will it ever happen sometimes.

I understand these are just bad feelings that dont represent the truth. But are these periods of ups and downs normal?