Hi guys. I'm Indian, and tbh all the brown guys I know who get the prettiest white girls or the hot slutty brown girls are the biggest fucking douches. I don't mean this in a neckbeardy jealous way, I know it's a common trope, I mean it literally. They're rich punjabis who drive around with daddy's BMW and act like they're straight outta Compton even though they grew up with more privilege than a lot of white guys. They'll bully and pick on nerds and shit, and it's obvious that even though they play it off like 2 friends joking with each other, the nerd never responds back and just looks uncomfortable while the bully keeps going. And they're almost always at least 5'11", though I've met one that gets by decent that's 5'8".

To be clear, I'm not asking how to be RP. I already am. My n-count is 29 with HB5s and up, I read the sidebar materials, I read The Rational Male, No More Mr. Nice Guy, Models, 48 Laws of Power, etc. I lift. I'm asking how to be Dark Triad, not just RP. I don't wanna live this life anymore, I don't wanna be conscious or good cuz it just got me fucked over and played and shit... I wanna learn the Game of Thrones. I wanna be the bully I hated in high school. Help?

Is it attainable coming from nothing or do you have to be born into a rich family with a solid childhood and friend group and neighborhood and stuff? Because... I had a really shit childhood. My dad moved us around so much during childhood that whenever I made friends I'd lose them, and I never really got to socialize. He was also cheap and malnourished us and raised us helicopter-parenting style, with sex out of the question before marriage and going as far as to ban sleepovers and vet every time I left the house. And I was doing good in high school despite countless other issues I won't mention cuz it'd take forever, and then he moved us again to another city and I lost all my friends in grade 10 and was a loser at the new high school. Also I got abused by parents and my elder brother, and a lot of it was traumatizing. Like, really traumatizing, I have flashbacks sometimes and just hope they'll eventually fade. Furthermore, I'm 5 years behind in school. Just starting my Bachelor's in September, and I'm 23. I don't know anyone... I don't have friends from high school, my old friends all moved on. I don't know anyone at the 2 colleges I failed out of, I don't have any friends... it's a fucking wonder how I got to 29 but most of my flings happened in my first high school and while I was failing out of my first college.