Now it’s been like the 5th time we’ve hung out and I haven’t gotten laid and it’s becoming like to where I’m just a beta buck and she’s just using me to cuddle. It keeps fluctuating between almost fucking and that. To be fair a lot of it is my fault I’ve been doing a lot of saying the past 2 months so I think my hormones are fucked still so I just haven’t been horny but also I repress my deesires... how can I express them??? I’ll start to express them but if they don’t get reciprocated I kinda represss again and that cycle repeats