I'll preface my request for help with my cut the shit monologue.
- Write down your stats (height, weight, bf%, lifts).
6 ft, 73kg, 9% bf.
Squat 110kg 1x5 ( bad back)
Deadlift 140kg x 5(bad back)
Bench 115kg x 5
Weighted chins bw + 45kg x5
OHP 60kg x5
Lifts are embarrassing for someone who lifts seriously but i my back injury inhibits squats and deadlifts. I also do MMA and stay below 75kg for weight class purposes.
- Write down all the books you have read in the sidebar and one sentence about what you learned from each one (even if you haven't finished it yet). What was your main takeaway from the other erroneous material referenced in TRP sidebar and here?
Gorilla mindset: Take life seriously as if it was an athletic event, each and every day.
Unchained male (Alpha Male 2.0): It is essential to undo yourself from social programming to become truly happy
NMMNG: Put yourself first, don't expect shit from any woman ( cover contracts)
Rational Male: Women would rather share a successful man than be saddled with a faithful loser ( beta).
Alpha Male Strategies: Treat women like a celebrity and they will treat you like a fan
48 laws of power: Plan all the way to the end
Way of Superior Man: Utilize your masculine energy
Day Bang: Old man laptop game
HTWFIP: Become interested in other people
- Get your testosterone levels checked and write them down
Medium: 731 ng, high SHBG. In the process of fixing
- Write down your ratio of sexual initiations/rejections
nada rejections in the past few years, women throw IOIS and sometimes approach me ( only in pubs/clubs)
- Write down the number of women besides your wife you could call right now to chill this weekend
- Shit, write down the name of the last girl you flirted with who isn't your wife
- Write down how many days over the past 15 you have actively gamed your wife
- Write down two things you do that make you a good catch
Box, Make bank
- Write down what you would do today if you did not have a wife/kids to go home to
Have sex/go on a date or read Epictetus
- Write down what Dread Level you are on
- Write down how many more months you have to go until you are an attractive man with options
I would really appreciate your advice on this situation as the stress has been creeping up on me lately due to this.
I am cringing right now describing my situation and know where i went wrong but what's done is done so here it goes.
Met my current LTR 4 years ago ( i was 25) ( she was 27), at the time i had a notch count of possibly 15-20, it should've been much more but i was blue pill as hell and simply didn't capabilities on opportunities despite them literally being there for the taking. Raised by a single mother ( father died when i was 1). Found the pill in 2018. Consider myself not too much of a chump in real life as i do MMA, earn 6 figures and do well in social environments. I clearly used to be a chump though as i LTRed a single mother, moved in together two years later and got her pregnant.
My son is 1 year old and i am on the verge of leaving her but i still want to be in my sons life. For the past 6 months she has done nothing but nag and bitch at me everyday for a host of reasons, saying she doesn't trust me, that i don't pull my weight, saying i'm an asshole, threatening me with restraining orders, treating to go to the police with false accusations etc. It is beyond exhausting at this stage.
We currently rent a house for a good deal ( rent agreement with landlord since 2017) however our lease is due for renewal in November and i am thinking of jumping shit. I currently have 145k(euros) saved up but the housing is so expensive here i am tempted to wait until Brexit and the elections are over and hopefully the prices will have dropped somewhat. The only option i have is to move into an elderly family members place until then as i will not pay the money to house share and renting a place on my own is insane. She has threatened me with a restraining order recently and is absolutely crazy beyond belief, i have cheated on her 7 times since we got together but she doesn't know this and i am ready to dive back into the SMP but i would ideally want a place of my own and also ensure i don't get raped with child maintenance/custody etc. I want to see my son at least twice per week and would love to dive back into the SMP straight away but the property market is insane right now and i need to navigate this correctly as she may get me screwed over in court as i now make 6 figures ( was earning 28k when we met ) and she earns sweet FA !.
Note: Since we met i have increased my income x4, kept active in the gym/MMA, achieved another 4 year degree and countless certificates pertaining to my field. Her child stays with us 3 nights per week and spends the other 4 at her fathers, my LTR also tries to get me to pay for stuff for her child despite the child's father paying alimony.
Please help me on how you would navigate a way out.
Much appreciated gents, sorry for the potato formatting ( on the phone )