I wanted to ask for advice/experience on the topic of the impossibility to discuss attraction and pook law 5. To the background, I'm not married but it's concerning a LTR and I didn#t want to open this in TRP, because I know I will get the oneitis shaming there and thought I come here for maybe some advice.
There is this girl I see regularly, She initiates contact a few times a week. When we are together she makes moves for body contact and stuff like cuddling and kissing, which leads to sex.
Since I am red pill aware, I get a bad feeling every time she doesn't do this. Before TRP/MRP I was way more relaxed about not having to have sex each team we have time together and therefore surely looked way lesser needy. Since I read the rational male and a lot of the other books, I overreact on every sign, where I could interpret something like a loss of attraction into.
I know it should be about me and not the woman I am with. The thought is there, but my stomach won't stop complaining. I tried meditation and excessive sport sessions (lifting, boxing, etc) which help for a short time, but it just is falling back to old habits.
Now, something like a circle started. Me being a needy bitch, knowing this is bad and feeling even worse. All "coolness" is gone at the moment.
Has anybody any recommendation how to push through this?