Not sure how you guys can help me or what advice you can give me. But I have just been accused of raping a woman when I know for I fact I did not. The most we did is make out and I touched her boobs, and for whatever reason she reports me 3 months later to the University claiming I had raped her. I guess this post is mostly to vent to people who can see the reasons behind this and the bigger picture. I am 19.

I'm in a terrible mood, I've had mental health issues for years and am thinking about hurting myself and all other people. My life feels as if it has been taken away from me and all I am left with is anger and hatred. I had just met a woman who I had a genuine connection with (call me blue pilled but that's how I feel) and now I can't even speak to her. My friends, my rugby and basketball team and my home have all been taken away.

I'm gonna contact my dads lawyer tomorrow and see what we can do. What do you guys think I should do? The gym I use is at the University, I was making very good progress and it shows, I have already started to get fat, I have great pain in my heart, what the fuck should I do??