TL;dr Young man decides to continue taking control of his life to become a very successful musician

Hello guys,

I am a 19 year old male. Today I am entering monk mode. I've been an aspiring musician who had the habits we all had at one point. Lazyness, self consciousness, self doubt and all the other shit that plagued me before I opened my eyes.

I want to make this post to document my journey. I have dreams of igniting crowds at festivals and shows around the world with my music. Until yesterday that seemed impossible.

But aside from that, I had built on myself without even realising the benefits it would hold me. Just off the belief that I can become a monster.

I worked out 5 days a week for 2 years. Cut my body with protein. Today I looked at myself and couldn't recognise who I was looking at. Long term goal achieved.

I was introverted. Listened to people who said that was just my "personality". But I decided to watch socially successful people and read books, believed that my social anxiety is not thing I have to live with. Today I have multiple healthy groups of friends, and I don't want to sound like a dickhead but many people who would do anything to get to know me.

And with mastering both my body and my mind, I've been able to experience the joy of women to the fullest extent. I won't go into much detail, but being with multiple women and taking their souls inspires my life.

This post might not belong here, but I have to put it out there, especially with this community helping me so much.

I will be putting in the same habits and dedication that I put into my life into my music, hopefully I can update you guys on my progress soon. Maybe my success will inspire future members of our group.