Went out with a girl from South America tonight. I’m really rusty it’s been about 3 weeks since I’ve been out. We had a few drinks. My game was just terrible tonight. My body language and intent was a deadset zero. I was off.
If you’re going out tonight please hear this message. Escalate. Do not stop escalating physically. I’m experienced enough to know that is why I fucked up tonight.
Escalate escalate escalate.
This is the first time in forever a girl decided not to come home to my place with me. When I walked her to her bus stop we made out passionately for 10-15 minutes. I still couldn’t get her back to mine.
Please if your reading this don’t be a beta fuck. Just suck it, escalate early. Because if I had of done that, this girl would be with me at my place and I wouldn’t be writing this now.
I’m heading home alone tonight. Gym tomorrow. Shower tonight. Calling one of my other plates over. Still I can’t believe how much I fucked up on the basics tonight. I can only learn. But I’m fucking pissed.
Anything I can do to blow off steam this late? I’m so pissed at myself. I can do so much better than I did tonight. Fucking fuck. Rant over.